Early this year I sensed the Lord wanted me to pursue a new, large writing project. However, that was about all I understood at the time. The sense continues to be strong, yet I’m not sure what this means.
It is not unusual for Christians to experience “seasons of unknowing” on our unique journeys. All of which may prompt the following musings or questions:
Lord, did I really hear you?
Did I misunderstand?
Did I miss an important insight?
How much longer do I have to wait?
And probably the most unsettling—Lord, are you still there?
As we ponder these concerns in prayer with God, we may be tempted to push for answers or allow impatience to get the best of us. The alternative?
Be. Still. And. Know. That. I. Am. God. [Psalm 46:11]
Well, Lord, I definitely heard that loud and clear!
Truth is, being still and/or waiting are probably two of the hardest parts of our walk with God. I am certainly no exception to that human tendency.
After months of not having clarity about the next step, I can either push against the goad [Acts 26:14] and reap the likely unpleasant consequences . . . or, I can continue to be patient and trust the Lord will make it all clear in his time and plan.
Hmmm . . . time for a cup of tea.
Do I wish the Lord would move faster to make things clear?
How do I feel about being patient and waiting for Divine wisdom and guidance?
What does Psalm 46:22 mean to me?